She realises that it’s easy to lose one’s grip when you spend so much time alone –
To eat standing up, to ignore that pile of unfolded laundry, to just indulge herself.
The flipside?
It dawns on her in the shower, while shaving and making lovely:
This is for no-one, except, maybe, some paramedics.
joberry4 
I’ve spent a lot of time in other people’s company lately but I still feel alone and to be honest, I actually prefer it that way
I’m OK with my own company too x