So she gambled with her compulsion,
writing down the words and words
that flowed over her mind
and out through her fingers
Brought there by whatever she saw
and heard, and felt
by the people she met
and the people she lost
Then she bet it all
sent the barely-fledged works
to sell themselves
at the high dark doors of publishers
Some trudged home bent with rejection –
too small-town and bling-less,
too suburban to even make it
into the colour-coded foyers
Others chanced to find
the eccentric and philanthropic,
who can’t let a potential verse
go homeless into the night
And so it seems
that she kind of broke even
losing some
and winning a few
Till today
having a cigarette outside,
she heard someone
quoting one of her poems aloud
I remember this as a lovely indication that one should doggedly continue doing whatever creative things one can do. Even if one registers somewhere and somehow, it makes it worthwhile.
Thank you – I’m touched that you remember these